sigh

I just got back from girls' camp, and was so glad to be home. There is nothing that I love more then being outdoors smelling that fresh air, listening to the water and animals and just being outside. I absolutely love being that close to the stars and looking at the world as a piece of art carefully painted on a giant canvas. I love the peace and quiet and the few days of being free from stinky diapers and whinny kids! (However, due to the milk that fills my boobs every 4 hours I did end up bringing one child with me. Which I completely enjoyed and she did amazing!) While up at camp I was able to do a lot of thinking and contemplating and I was just overwhelmed with how happy I am of where I am at in my life and how much I love my cute hubby and my three babies! So of course on Wednesday afternoon I was anticipating seeing them. The reunion was better then I could imagine Madi came bolting down the sidewalk and gave me a huge hug and after a few seconds Max ran up and wouldn't let go of me too. I realized how much I had missed them and couldn't wait to just hold them and love them. That lasted for about oh I'd say 3 hours, then we were back to stinky whinny kids. Max had a fever of 104.He was up all night moaning and groaning. So today I had to take him to the Dr's hoping it wasn't that blasted swine flu. The first doc tried to convince me that he was sick because he hadn't had a good meal in a couple of days I quickly shot that down and the the second doc swabbed him and confirmed that he had type A flu whatever that means! So he's sick and I am back into mom mode. Wondering how I can get girl's camp next year to be two weeks long at a beach in Hawaii! Any suggestions?