Life is good! I am at a good spot in my life right now. Too good, because sometimes I get these crazy ideas of getting a dog, getting pregnant, getting a job, opening a business, opening an even bigger and better business then the first one, going to get my masters, etc etc etc But I have come to realize that I don't need any of it! (at least not right now on Feb 1st!:) ) WE ARE GOOD!! Life is actually pretty calm right now and I just need to sit back with my root beer and my messy house and just ENJOY every stinking minute of it. Sometimes I think that I need to go go go all of the time and I am looking for the next big thing or the next big plan and I forget to just BE and to just enjoy where I am and the cute dirty faces that are grinning up at me. In fact don't tell Matt but the other day I totally took a bubble bath in the middle of the day while Max was at joy school and Mia was asleep. I sat there reading my book soaking in bubbles and I enjoyed every single minute of it!!! Not one ounce of guilt, even turned off the cell phone so no one could ruin the minute for me. I decided right there and then that I liked bubble baths in the middle of the day and that I prob need and deserve to do that more!! The past year has been a crazy, fun, exhausting, year for me and I finally feel like I am actually somewhat in control of my life again. (I'm sure not for long as Matt is looking into some pretty big changes coming up) but for me in mommy land, today, this minute, I think it is perfectly fine for me to just sit back and enjoy the ride.
5 comments:
Good for you! I love "me" time, except I always have "me" time.... You derserve more of it!
Good girl!!!! A happy mommy means a happy family :)
Have I ever told you how awesome I think you are? Well you are AWSESOME! Your posts always make me stop and think, about many different things. I'm happy you are happy. (Cache Valley is still here if the Hess' change their minds:)
I think that all mom's need more me time! I am anxiously awaiting a little more of it once I finish up school (which is supposed to be this April- yeah!!!) I have a hard time believing that your house is ever messy though. So what are these big plans of Matt's? We need to see everyone again soon- I feel like I never get out anymore- at least to do something fun!
Ditto Erin's get together idea. I nominate you to plan it...since you are always looking for the next big idea. And then we can hear Matt's big plans!
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